The reason
 
Last year just before the Christmas period so many things were happening at once which made me feel out of control .. worse than ever before which had a huge impact on my mental health. There is so much going on in the background, no room to breathe. 
I was dealing and at the same time not dealing with so many emotions that I ended up a bit numb trying to process it all. I am awful at explaining how I feel or what I am going through and never learned to talk about emotions properly and just be open and like a lot of people I was in the mindset of "I can handle it, I'll deal with it myself" and just ended up making it worse in the end and I am still slowly recovering from it but during that time I made it seem like I was totally fine but on the inside .. different story. 
 
Measurements
 
W x H x L
20.32 x 25.4cm x 4cm
8 x 10 x 1.6 Inches 
 
Medium
 
Acrylic paint on Canvas